Heart Breaking (essay)

   Once in form one, I was falling in love with someone. I know that guy since in primary school. We are not in the same class. At primary school, he is very popular among the girls. he was active in football and was a captain in the club. I was very proud of him.

   My love was too far to him but he does not know that someone was falling in love with him. Before T went to secondary school, I hope that the guy went to the same school with me. During the new year, I was very excited to see him although I still not know where the guy school. During orientation, I was surprise because he school at the same school with me.

   The next day after the orientation, I follow my friend to join the PRS. But, we have interview by the teacher. Before the interview, I see my lover line up to be interview. I was very shock but in my heart, I am so happy. The next month, my friend and I were accepted as a PRS. I do not know that guy was accepted or not. After that, we must attended the meeting. I am so bored to attend it.

   In the annual school's sport, my tuition's friend was represent orange team while I represent the yellow team. The guy was represent orange team too same like my friend. During rest time, we all have a rest under the hut at the primary school. At the same time, I need the "biodata" of the guy. Then, I got a news that the guy was in love with my friend where she is orange team. Because of the incident, I had quarrel with my friend. I cannot accept it and I had quarrel with my friend about a week.

  After a week, I realized about the incident. I am not fair to my friend, I am not fair because of quarrel with her. I think there is nobody wrong in this cases. I promised to my friend that we not had to quarrel again only because of the guy. Then, I started message with him at the night. I express my feeling to the gut. The guy also express the same feeling to me. 

  Every month, I message with him until he ask me about my friend. From the message, I know that he not love me sincerely. But I still love him although he love my friend. Until the next new year my love still with the guy but he still love my friend. I am so frusted. At the new year, we all will take the biggest examination. Before the examination, I always support him.

  During the end of the biggest examination, I still message with him until we get our result. My friend get the best result but the gut and I get moderate result. The next night, the guy ask about my result but I keep secret about my result from him. But he said, that my result failed although my result pass. From the message, I was so hate to him because he said like that to me and differentiate me and my friend. Until now, I am so hate to the guy and from now I do not want to love him anymore. My heart already broken because the guy. This is a real life story.

* essay yg sdh dbtlkn olh tcer..

* dpt 25 mrkh per,, ntah..

* hee~   ^_^

* thnx bca.. komen ckit, blh..?

Luahan P'pisahan~

As-salam~

   To ex-3A 2011,,
        Thnx coz jdi family aq slma 3 thn brda d sklh, smua kngn kta b'sma aq akn ingat, insyaAllah.. jgn sdih lha tyme aq teda d sklh tu, ada msa n umur pnjng, dpt jga kta b'kmpl lgi tu, kn3..? tpi mmg sdih lha b'pisah sma kmu smua.. bguz2 aq tekad ndk mw nangiz tdi, nangiz jga akhirnya.. hehehe.. mmg gtu lha kalw org b'pisah kn.. air mta tu mmg akn mngalir.. hee~ bgi sepa2 yg aq mnta tlng tu, tlng2 lha scpt yg mngkin r.. ASAP lha.. ^_^  aq ada jnji apa2 ka sma kmu, tuntut cpt r jnji tu, ndk on9 ni kalw msk asrama.. hee~

  To 4H 2012,,

        aq happy bljr dgn kmu smua,, wlaup0n cma sbln kta dklz yg sma, ada jga kngn yg best.. hee~  :)  hrp kmu bljr dgn lbh tnang lha lps ni, coz sblm ni, mulut aq mmg bising.. heheh.. oh ya, kalw ada bku aq yg mci kt ckgu, kalw ckgu kmblikn, tlng ambilkn n bgi kt adik aq kt 3A.. okey.. thnx 4 all..  :)

aq doakn spya kmu smua b'jya dunia n akhirat.. n smoga cita2 kmu t'cpai.. kim slm kt cgu2 r.. okey~  As-salam  :)

CNY Holiday..

As-salam..  ^_^

cuti thn bru cina ni, aq n sister2 aq, kna hntr plng blk kmpng.. knp kna hntr plng kmpng,,? coz parent n abg aq gi smnnjng, abg aq dpt twrn msk UN!TEN.. so kmi kt kmpng dr hri isnin smpi lha hri rabu.. actually kena srh stay kmpng smpi hri jumaat, tpi aq x mw, coz smgt mw pegi sklh kamiz n jumaat.. hehehe.. sblm plng kmpng, ready sdh homework2 yg mw dbwa.. tpi x siap jga.. yg aq siapkn, bca novel MELUNAS RINDU jk.. for the first time, finish read the novel.. first novel yg aq bca smpi habiz.. novel2 sblm ni, x hbz bca.. x caya..? x caya sdh ! hahah..

tyme kt kmpng, kalw x bca novel, tgk tv n main bsikal.. dsbbkn t'lbh bosan, jln2 kliling rmh tu n nmpk kelapa.. dgn nakalnya, aq try lha jolok tu klpa, tpi x jtuh2 tu klpa, surrender lha aq.. then, aunty aq tlng jolokkn.. dpt lha seorang sebiji klpa.. best, mkn dkt buaian.. hehehe.. sblm plng tdi p0n, smpt lgi mnta jolokkn klpa.. tpi, tyme bca novel tu, smpt jga lha aq msj2 dgn kwn2.. thnx temanin gue msj ya ! hee~ esk, aq mw pegi sklh.. mlm ni siapkn homework lha.. heheh ~  sayonara !

JgN f!k!rKn SgT.. pLs..

as-salam..

okey, aq post ni utk mnta maaf, coz rhsiakn hal ni sma kmu.. kalw blh aq mw btw sblm aq pndh.. insya-allah, aq akn pndh ke SMKA TDM.. tpi, jgn lha kmu sedih, n aq tw BFF aq akn dpt SBP yg dya mohon tu.. mayb, aq akn pndh dlm bln februari.. aq bkn pndh ska2 jga, ada sbb bha aq mw pndh.. first, mw cri pglmn..2nd, mw tngkn fikirn..3rd, mw bljr b'dikari.. kalw pnjng umur n ada msa, dpt jga tu kta b'kmpl sma2.. kn3..?  hee~ tlng doakn aq, spya tahan sklh dsna.. jgn smpi aq blk pi smk.. hahaha... hmm,, 

Happy Birthday hariz..! hri ni bday hariz, n kmi ex 3A, kena blnja olh ustzh mkn KFC d pttn.. hee.. tpi x smua yg dtg.. n tyme tu jga lha, drng tw aq mw pndh.. huhuw.. tpi, best jgalha, dpt jln2 dgn drng, mayb ini yg t'akhir aq jln dgn drng, kn..? EHEMM,, take care !! n bubye.. hee~  ^_^

Pilihan d! tgn sndri, kn..?

as-salam~   ^_^

mna lha farinah ni,,? lmbt jga dya dtg hri ni.. smpt lgi aq gduh sma myra, hahha.. skli, far!nah dtg bwa brita t'gmpk !! dya tw sdh result SBP, n org2 yg dpt adlh, har!z n ummu .. Tahniah ya.. tpi, far!nah sdih lha.. cmna ni,,? dya mw sgt pndh n mw pglmn yg bru.. tpi, aq p0n sdih jga, coz hariz n ummu mw pndh, drng dpt Sek. Men. Sains Sabah.. kalw blh, aq mw drng stay.. tpi, kptsn di tgn drng lha.. lgip0n, mmg itu yg drng mohon, kn..? cmna lha nsib aq r,, dpt ka apa yg aq mohon tu,,? actually, aq p0n ada mohon sbp, tpi x dpt, so mls mw bwt rayuan.. hahah.. aq mohon sbp dgn smka, sbp x dpt, cmna pla dgn smka r..? kalw aq dpt, aq pndh lha kn,,? drng sdih ka tdk r..? kalw lha aq jdi pndh, aq ndk mw drng sdih lha, nnti aq yg nangiz tu.. psl sbp tu jk p0n, aq mw nangiz sdh,, huhuw.. bkn psl aq x dpt, tpi yg pndh tu orgnya baik2.. jdi x snggup b'pisah lha.. ~tett~  hahah... okey, itu jk post aq hri ni.. ^_^

Kem PLKN Mesapol Sipitang..

As-salam...  :)

okey, tdi pgi kmi one family grk dr rmh jm 8 pgi, smpi kt kmpng jm 9 lbh, mw ambil bngsu aq lgi,, so tdi kmi jln pi sipitang sebuah krta jk, ndk bnyk.. full tu krta, 10 org dln krta.. hahaha.. then, jam 10.50, smpi di kem tu.. smpi di kem, mw tulis nma dlu, smua yg melawat psrta PLKN.. ergh!! then, tu pgwl srh jmpa urus setia tu kem, mna kmi mw, bikin pnt kaki jk.. hahah, kmi call jk abg aq yg tgh ada aktiviti tu..so, slps bbrp minit, ada seorng llki ni, kpla sdh botak, bju n sluar bsr2 lgi tu, bngsu aq ckp, org tu abg aq,, tpi aq ckp bkn tu.. skli sdh dtg dkt, mmg btl abg aq.. pnya men ktwa kmi, lucu btl gaya dya r.. nasib bek dya ndk nangis, kalw ndk mmg aq rkm,, hee~  then, dya ndk mw kena gmbr ni, mrh dya.. sdh tu, kmi kluar dr kem dlm jam 12,, truz pi pkn sipitang,, di pkn tu, kmi mncri durian, tpi adk spupu aq ni, ndk ska bau drian, t'hidu jk dya bau drian, dya ckp bau taik tu.. sowt.. hahah  XD  full owh, tu krta dgn drian, smpi t'mabuk2 bha adk spupu aq.. heheh  :)  sdh tyme mkn, kmi singgah dkt warung satay.. tepi pntai ni, best gila, tpi pns.. hahah.. sowt !! now, drmh, mkn durian jk lha.. hahah..  bye !!

Learn new subject ^_^

as-salam,,

hri ni aq rsa happy coz, bnyk btl ktwa, mcm apa jk bha, hahhaha... tpi tetiba jk, tyme rehat tu, nmpk pula org yg bikin spoil mood aq,, wat ever lha,, so, tdi bljr math n kimia, bru bab 1 n 2 gtu lha, sdh otak aq stuck2 n lupa2.. hmm,, jgn lha bha bgni, ssh aq mw bljr nnti.. pls nice to me, okey my lovely subject..  :)  

mohon smka n sbp,, sbp tu mcm teda hrpn, tpi smka tu pula 50-50 jk kli, tpi mcm mw pndh ada, mcm ndk mw pndh p0n ada,, hehehe  :)  mna stu mw follow ni r,,?  i meet a new one,, hahah, teda lha.. oh ya, aq hrp dya x jdi pndh jauh2, stay jk lha kt pttn ataup0n pndh sklh yg ndk jauh2 lha.. hee~  ^_^

okeylha, nice to meet u lovely subject..  :)

thnx

Back to School !!

As-salam,,,

okey, smlm aq tid0 awl dr hari2 yg sblmnya coz excited mw pi sklh kn,, 

so, tdi pigi sklh smgt btl lha ni,, 

sekali smpi sklh, tgk2 ada assembly lgi bha, ishk.. 

bikin sakit kaki org jk, bknnya dpt ddk sdh, kalw ddk p0n, gerenti bju yg putih jdi coklat, hahah  XD..   tyme p'hmpunn tu, bnyk inf0 lha jga, then bdk f0rm 3,5 n 6 sdh msuk klz msing2, tinggal lha bdk f0rm 4,, 

so, kmi tnggu lha nma kmi t'sangkut kt kls mna, actually, tkut btl seperate dgn kwn2 n yg pling aq ndk mw, stu klz sma org yg aq BENCI !! 

tpi, alhamdulillah, aq dpt klz science stream, klz yg blh msk U, n rmai jga kwn2 aq kt sna, n ramai kwn bru dr klz len.. 

yg bguznya, aq x nmpk org TU tdi, dya ndk dtg ka r,,? 

n aq ndk tw dya sangkut kt klz mna,,  

takut aq tetiba msk 4H nnti.. 

tdi, sdh lha tw guru klz, n guru yg ajar subject..

n dpt tw PK 1 n PK HEM p0n ada ajar kmi jga tu,, 

dr apa yg aq p'htikn tdi PK HEM tu okey jk kalw mengajar, tpi kalw sbgi PK tu, prob sikit lha,, heheh.. tdi, ada lha jga bljr sikit2 kimia, n bio..  

yg malunya, tyme SEJ,, ckgu tnya result PMR, n smua dlm klz tu rata dpt ABC n tiba2 turm aq dpt D.. ergh!! so shame!!  huhuw .. 

n, aq mw b'knln with all in the class, can u help me,,? 

hee~   ^_^  thnx..